I hate this feeling

I hate it when people starts to hate me.

(nobody wants to be hated)

I hate it when i hurt people.

(nobody wants to hurt)

Feeling the pain of someones pain?

I hate it!

Feeling the burden of someone?

I hate it!

I don't want to hurt others because I don't want to be hurt.

But why can't I escape to the fact that I need to be hurt sometimes?

 Why can't I face tomorrow standing with my own feet when I'm hurt?

I hate it!

I do hate feeling so sorry for the things I didn't do intentionally.

I feel so down.

I can't lift up myself.

I don't want to feel this way. :(