Special date

11.19.12

 

     For us girls we want to be surprised by the one we love the most.

 We love to eat in a romantic restaurant, watch movies, mall hoping and many more.

    woooohhhh... I'm so happy.

    11.19.12 is my special day because I have a date!!

 

    I just want to share my experience.

 

    The  day before the special day I just can't help myself but to smile. It's something that I've been waiting for maybe it's over reacting but it's really sweet.

 

     We ate at Gumbo restaurant ordered what I want then we went to watch a movie.. Breaking dawn part II

     My date was so fantastic thank you Mr. GSASC

 

:)  

 

 

 

So ENVY

So ENVY

I don't know what I am feeling now.

I just feel my sadness pull me down.

I can't breathe I feel suffocated to my own air.

I envy those couples who do things unexpectedly and surprising each other.

I want to experience eating your dishes even if you don't cook it very well.

I want you to rub your hands at my back when i have cough.

I want you to put towels at my back every time I get wet from dancing.

I want you holding my hand like a child while crossing the streets.

I just don't feel happy of you not doing what I wish sometimes.

I know it's a bit selfish but it's the simplest thing I know where I can tell you how much I value what you do even if its not perfect.

Knowing that you do things that I want even if you don't makes me feel satisfied.

But knowing that you don't gave any shot of effort makes me feel sick.

I wish I could turn back time but I can't

November 13, 2012

My Devotion

 Colossians 2: 5
"for though I am absent from you in body, I am present with you in spirit and delight to see how orderly you are and how firm your Faith in Christ is".

Every person has their own problems. Some are simple, some are strange and some are big. I am asking for God to cover my feelings. To wash away all the unnecessary feeling that I feel. I need encouragement and God send it through this verse. 

I know my problem is not as complicated as yours but I tell you it will shake you.

God said to me to be strong. I might not see Him but he's there... Not physically but by emotional and SPIRITUAL aspects. He sees how I am doing. He knows If I am fine or not. He knows if I have secrets. He knows everything. But He wants me to say it to Him because its a necessity for a relationship... 

"have Faith!" God said to me and I answered back..

"NOT JUST FAITH BUT AN INCREASING FAITH"

Because of who you are

Because of who you are

Because of who You are, I give You glory
Because of who You are, I give You praise
Because of who You are, I will life my voice and say
Lord I worship You, because of who You are
Lord I worship You, because of who You are
(Repeat)
Jehovah Jireh, my Provider
Jehovah Nissi, Lord You reign in victory
Jehovah Shalom, my Prince of Peace
And I worship You, because of who You are
(Repeat)

-- It's been a week since I first hear this song and until now I can't get it out of my mind... 

It's really a GREAT SONG by VICKI YOHE

I just don't feel like I'm in a good mood

WHAAAAT??!

     This is my reaction when someone told me a bad news... Yeah it is and it makes me feel sad.

I can't figure out what am I suppose to feel... Will I be happy because I will not spend money to some things and start to save money? (uhm.. kinda yes).. Will I be glad because I can truly find my rest?(i think nu-oh)

     I don't know what to feel, really. Why is this happening when I finally found out what really makes me happy? Why is it that the time I found out that I can really dance and share my other talent they will just say to me to STOP?

     I know they have their own reasons.. But I also have mine... Dancing inspires me to do much better in school because I want to change the mindset of others that "If you're a dancer you can do nothing in school" I want to prove that they are wrong if they stopping you to achieve one of your dreams? 

     I build a family in our group. But I have my own family to obey too. hayyy... 

SOBRA!!!

Sobrang boring lang nung sem-break ko..
yung feeling na half ng sembreak mo is nasa school ka at nag iiiyak dahil sa grade mo..

anyways na sakin pa din ang favor ni God. :)

THANK YOU LORD!