I just don't feel like I'm in a good mood

WHAAAAT??!

     This is my reaction when someone told me a bad news... Yeah it is and it makes me feel sad.

I can't figure out what am I suppose to feel... Will I be happy because I will not spend money to some things and start to save money? (uhm.. kinda yes).. Will I be glad because I can truly find my rest?(i think nu-oh)

     I don't know what to feel, really. Why is this happening when I finally found out what really makes me happy? Why is it that the time I found out that I can really dance and share my other talent they will just say to me to STOP?

     I know they have their own reasons.. But I also have mine... Dancing inspires me to do much better in school because I want to change the mindset of others that "If you're a dancer you can do nothing in school" I want to prove that they are wrong if they stopping you to achieve one of your dreams? 

     I build a family in our group. But I have my own family to obey too. hayyy...