I'm missing you

MY LOLA

I'm missing you

          My heart was left broken by the time you left me. Days have been past but my love for you just keeps on growing. Years have been past but I'm still wanting your warm and gentle touch. 

              If I could just turn back the time when we are together I promise not to let you go. Promise not to make you feel bad and not to make you feel in pain. I might not be as perfect as you want but I promise to make you feel proud of me.

             I tried to be strong like you but I always fail. I do my very best not to let others see how hurt am I but I can't. Each time I remember how I saw you hurting, I can't pretend that I'm happy. I want to be strong like you but I can't.

            Remembering each day with you makes me feel loved. Everything that we had was so magical. My memories with you will never be erased. They will linger at the back of my mind coming and going as they please to.

            And now another year of my life is coming and I'm celebrating it without you for the second time. I don't wanna be sad because I know you want me to be happy but the situation makes me feel this way. I'm fighting the fight you left me and that is to live in happiness but how can I be happy if I don't feel complete?

          I know that there are things that cannot be turn into your life again. Things may change because nothing is permanent.

             You might not be here but in my heart you"ll stay forever.