Friday, August 17, 2012

i love being me

i love being me
some people say that i'm so "maarte", not that friendly and not approachable. what they don't know is that, i can also be a friend whom they can turn on every time they need. a shoulder to cry on at times that they want to cry. a joker who can make you smile even when your sad and a friend who can brighten your way even if you're in the deepest part of your way.
 i might not be as good as others but one thing is sure, i can be a friend whom you can rely on not just in good times but also in bad times.

i often laugh and smile. i'm a happy person but i always cry because of the things that made my heart in pain.
i am not ashamed to cry in front of the crowd. i'm proud to show that i'm crying coz' im not a strong type of person. i tried but i failed. i may be the weakest person that you'll ever know but i won't let others hurt those people whom i love and care for.

i am very flexible when it comes to music. i remember one guy called me as an "earphone girl" because every time he saw me i am wearing my earphone as if that i have my own world.. but yes it's true, i have my own world. a world where nobody knows it.. a world of silence and peace. i love listening to old musics, jazz, bossa, love songs and instrumental. i do cry when i heard some music that made me think of my past experience that really made my heart broke but anyways it's past.

i love writing.
it is my passion.
it is where i say all the things that i can't say literally.
this is what my heart wants me to do.
without writing i am nothing.
this is my life.
i write when i am happy.
i write when i am sad.
i write when i am mad.
writing just makes me feel complete.
i write all my feelings, all my burdens.
i don't write to make somebody feel sorry to what they did to me.
i write because it is where i feel freedom.

people might judge me by the things that they see within me, by the actions i made and through the words that i say i don't mind as long as i know who am i.
i love being me and i love all the things that i do.
:) 



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